NC17!!! At Teddy's place (AFTER SCHOOL, MON)

[Cres]

Sweetheart gasped when Teddy lifted her up, and was shocked to find she was sitting in his lap, but soon enough the shock turned to a purr of pleasure as he removed her bra. She looked at him and placed her hands on both sides of his head, caressing his jawline with her fingers. She felt herself so very... naked, unable to not be conscious of her bare breasts, which no man had seen before him.

[Sharise]

Teddy looked into Sweetheart's eyes, he was smiling softly. She really was an amazing girl.

Blue eyes traveled down from the girl's face to her chest. Instinctively, he moved his head forward and made a soft trail of kisses from her neck to her breasts. The right one first, and then the left. He flicked his tongue out, teasing the tips of them. Thus was the habit of men.

[Cres]

Sweetheart gasped and then purred as Teddy went down on her breasts. She found she was liking the habit of men tremendously much. She moved her hips against Teddy's, finding that when she did so he felt all the better inside her. She tossed back her head in a sudden feeling of exhilaration and wrapped her arms around Teddy's neck, pulling him closer. For the first time in her life, she actually felt free. And she was loving it.

[Sharise]

Teddy smiled as Sweetheart began moving against him. She was a quick learner, this one. He wrapped him arms around her tighter. Raising his head from her chest, Teddy kissed the girl's neck softly. He loved the feeling she gave him.

[Cres]

Sweetheart let out a sound and continued moving. She loved him...this... she wasn't sure which, but decided on a tie.

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[Sharise]

Teddy smirked to himself. He loved seeing Sweetheart like this. She was so free, and it was hot as hell.

[lol I'll leave that up to you. I have no problem playing it out either, but then again we are taking our sweet time. lmao So if you want to just speed things up, we can skip ahead. Either one is fine by me.]

[Cres]

[[lol! Yes, we're certainly taking our time. Is why I thought it might be worthwhile to skip a bit. Only Teddy's in the lead, so I guess you'll have to tell me into which position they ended up by the time Sweetheart got to the... ehehe, end of her bliss]]

Sweetheart was really getting excited now, realising her own body could in fact cause her pleasure if she moved it right. She had never thought of that. She had always assumed men would guide the women, and that they should have been merely the passive receivers. As to how she had come to this conclusion, she couldn't tell herself. Somehow, she had managed to miss out on a lot of things that were fairly obvious to most of her age.

Still, even though she moved now herself as well, she still could take little initiative. She was, after all, shy at the heart.

[Sharise]

[hehe Yes. Well, hm, I guess we can say that Sweetheart is on her back with one leg over Teddy's shoulder. That should work nicely. ;) ::presses fast forward::]

Teddy smiled down at the girl in his arms. She was so beautiful laying there. He gently caressed the side of her face. "How do you feel?"

[Cres]

[[ok ]]

Sweetheart gasped. Lights were still dancing in her eyes and she thought her heart might have burst.

"Oh, I'm... I'm fine," she said the first thing that came into her empty mind. She had never experienced something like this before. She blinked and tried to focus her eyes on Teddy. "How about you?" she asked a little hazily.

[Sharise]

Teddy smiled softly. "Wonderful." He placed a soft kiss on her forehead, and then lips.

Despite how close he felt to her at that moment, Teddy pulled out of the girl and laid beside her. He pulled her in close and closed his eyes. He wanted this to last forever.

[Eh, we'll just ignore the part where he takes the condom off. That isn't very romantic. lol]

[Cres]

[[lol yeah]]

Sweetheart cuddled up close to Teddy, placing her head against his chest and wrapping her arm around his waist. She closed her eyes as well, making a little sound of happiness. It was all so perfect. So flawless. So... wonderful.

She lost herself in happy rosey dreams of how this moment would last forever and ever.

[Sharise]

Teddy smiled a little, but his eyes remained closed. Sweetheart always made him feel comfortable, and... content, really.

The smile slowly faded from his face as he began to drift off. It had been a long day, and he was drained. Besides, a little nap after some sex never hurt anyone.

[Cres]

Sweetheart noticed Teddy's breathing became deeper and as she glanced up she noticed he was slowly drifting off into sleep. She smiled and cuddled closer, closing her own eyes and pulling her other hand on her chest.

It was then that her hand touched the silver cross. Her fingers lingered on it absent-mindedly for a while, until she suddenly realised what it was she was touching. Her eyes blinked open and went wide and her breath stuck to her throat.

What in the name of God had she just done?

She froze, completely still, suddenly afraid to move, and the wonderful feeling swept away. What had she done? What was she doing?

What was the time?

What was she going to do?

Oh my God!

[Sharise]

Teddy felt Sweetheart's muscles tense. He was immeditately torn from his peaceful slumber. The slightest movement or noise could wake him, it was a trick his had learned to survive his father.

Blue eyes slowly opened, and took a moment to adjust. Teddy looked the girl over. The expression on her face said it all, as did the cross in her hand. Shit...

"Sweetheart...." His voice sounded strained. It was hard for him to talk. He was afraid of what she might do, of what she might say.

He himself had gotten swept up in the moment. And yes, while the entire situation did seem too good to be true, he never once bothered to actually think about what was happening. He felt horrible. He shouldn't have even kissed her.

[Cres]

Sweetheart looked at Teddy helplessly. She didn't know what to think. At first her mind flashed back to noticing Teddy holding a condom at some point. So at least it had been safe. But the next thought was that she had violated the Catholic rules - not only had she slept before marriage, but she'd used condom too. One part of her felt silly at the thought that it was wrong to look after one's safety, but the other part reminded her of the sacred rules.

She got tears in her eyes as she looked at Teddy. She didn't know what to tell him. She felt his touch everywhere on her body still, and she remembered how good and right it had felt. She didn't want to tell him it had been wrong. She didn't want to seem silly to him, knowing he didn't believe in the same things she did. She swallowed and looked down.

"I shouldn't have," was finally the only thing she could say, and the hand holding the cross was trembling a little at the horrible feeling and the tears that were clogging up her throat. She could hardly breathe.

Suddenly, she couldn't face him any more, she pulled away and sat up on the bed, her back to Teddy, her arms clasped over her breasts. She felt helpless when she realised she didn't even remember where her clothes were.

"I'm... I'm sorry, Teddy," she whispered with a tear-filled voice. "I shouldn't have."